Let move everything in you to the moment, its egoless-ness.
Ego & Egoless-ness
Source of all negativities in life comes from ego. So it’s good that now onwards one has to deal with ego only. One can ask that whether anything new in this type of ego? means any sort of higher definition, actually not, this ego is nothing different from what we find as ego usually, a resistance, a created insecurity against dissolving.
Moving against the natural ways, against dissolution, we create a heap of suppressed energy & sit over it. Here the ego is, it is against dissolving, that is standing on the heap of your own suppressed energies. Let me explain, when someone is thinking away from the moment, then ego comes there. It is like that when you are in moment at that time you are dissolved, you are in you, such as while dancing, singing, writing, eating all joyfully or doing anything in full dissolution, no possession mode. As let move everything in you to the moment, its egoless-ness. Here one can’t be negative, here one can’t be egoistic.
Energy Sky & Ego
What is happening in energy way, when ego is there (?).
Let me suggest a simple experiment, let your eye balls dissolved to the moment, let it still, either with open or closed eyes. This dissolved eye i.e. no eye ball movement eye, do not let anything materialize, it let everything in energy mode. Ego happens with materialization, so no ego is with dissolved eye.
Now why this is so (?)i.e. why this fix or dissolved eye do not let anything materialize (?).
Let’s observe a thing during the experiment, when we close the eyes, keep it there staring & staring, slowly a sky is in front, a moving sky, slowly moving sky. This sky is the same darkness which we see within with closed eyes. This is the same sky who holds all the celestial bodies. The same one which is emptiness existing between you and me, between everything. With continuous staring this sky slowly spreads & seems non-moving. During this if staring skips or disturbed, then you feel a disturbance to that spread calm sky.
This skipping or disturbance comes, when mind starts materialising things. You can observe that materialisation always comes with curving of space-time sky. So while looking with open or closed eye even, with undissolved eye, the mind’s minding eye, the normally practised frequent eye ball movement eye, then mind plays and slowly space-time sky starts curving in different directions. So this normal thought-y eye, creates curves in space-time sky and materialization, so ego. And otherwise, with dissolved eye, which is in-line with the moment , the energy sky remain as energy sky, no curving is there, no ego is there.
Source of Negativities
Now see, how the ego is source of all negativities (?).
Let’s take lust. Once we come within someone’s attraction, then naturally it takes place with ourselves as whole, with body and emotion as well, as whole. And also, one attracts naturally with someone’s or something as whole i.e. with someone’s body & emotion both. However when attraction comes, then mind starts finding a way to have it, mind treats staying naturally in attraction i.e. as whole, is nothing. So mind divide the whole into parts, energy & body in parts, & then body into different parts. When this mind’s minding happened several times, then this in parts way of consideration become intense & then every time when attraction come, it comes with divided body parts, with lust, to have it. So, lust is created; naturally the things lies in wholeness. This wholeness is the dissolved attitude; that created division is ego.
So when any kind of negativity is there, leave yourself to the moment, don’t give a chance to mind, ego dissolves, negativity gone. Even in low-time, if we let ourselves dissolve, our low time will gone. This is the way of life, the ego in switch off mode.
This is Tantra, that is don’t give mind a chance to create paths, let the mind feel the moment, be in moment that is path.
Dissolving the Superego
Later, if more chance will be given to this dissolving you can reach to a state where everything is dissolved to such an extent that you can’t find yourself in you. Then more after this, there is no yourself, no you. Then in place of rusty life, a free flow comes in you. This the meditation is reaching to Samadhi, superego is dissolving.